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2005-02-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

PoEm

What is the world if i am not with you
What is it i can do just to be with you
What is that makes me close to you
What is this life if i am not living with you
What is that smile whenever i think of you
what is love if it is not me & you
What is this sense of ease whenever i talk to you
What is my life gonna be like everyday with you
what is this joy i found ever since i met you
What is it that you do that keeps me loving you
and
What is it that i can do to show u I Love You

-deL

2005-02-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

hellooo!!! deL here!! sorry i took AGES TO WRITE!!!! cos this stupid blog thing kept on Making my posts dissapear after i try and publish it!! its so annoying i tell you!!i wanna kick it!! nah joking...HMmmm lets seeee...u guys like our new template??? it was made by aMooOooLiaAAaaa but we sorta modified the words a bit..u dont mind do u mea??? yeh if u guys are wondering she DID make it okay??? go to www.blogskins.com to check it out..and its under amoolia in the search!! hehehheheee look for it!! she has got wiked blog skins!! how talented!!! heheheheee

its the 3rd week of schooL and already there are piles of homework from maths....science...english...and japanese...and i am preparing my stuff before going over to kobe *wipes the sweat off my forehead* *fans myself* hMmm with help from ivan of course!! hehehee *mWax* schooL has been really fun even though the work load is a killer!!! daydreaming has never been a better hobby in my entire life since these past few days!! even smiling into thin air is good...but dont let the teacher catch u and say " at least someone is happy about homework" thats just bad....Heheheee hMmmmm what did i do toDaY??? had japanese...i had to do my personal history....letter on why i want to go...get my visa done...travel itenary etc... hmmm wad else??? these past few days have been really nice!! joyful and i dunno why but apparently i skip a lot now...AHhaHAaaa and my friends are like "del why are u smiling??" aHahhahahaaa!! hmMmm what else...*del says to novix* "aishiteruyo" !!!

Yesterday's swimming carnival was so boring man!! BORING like *BeeeP* haahaha..erMmm Esthie and i were basically just sleeping...reading...eating....and i was smsing !!*grins* and the stupid teachers were like chasing us back to our house blocks...* SO STUPID* anyway corinth came in 5th...thats like...second last!! ahahahahaaa damn lao ya one...AHhahahaaa...last year we came in third so imagine...its like...5th this year..but its not like we ever win anything anyway!!! hMmm and then it was 41 deg!!! MAN!!!! how HOT WAS THAT??? when i went home i was like having cold showers...eating ice cream!! lol..the whole lot to keep cooL!! and turned on the air conditioning as well!! ahahhaaa and then i went online to chat to a certain SOMEBODY *Wink wink* hMmm that evening while i was online, there was a blackout!! and i was chatting halfway!!! u can imagine how annoyed i was..not to mention it was pitch black at that time..aNd we had to grope around the house for a freaking torch light...we ended up lighting candles ...and called our parents on da jie's mobile!! HAhaahhaaa THANK GOD for mobile phones!! and not long after my parents came back the power was back on!! hehehheee talking about God's goodness ey?? Hahahhaaa well dinner came back with mum...but i didnt eat much....cos my dad's old friend from singapore was there. and so we ended up talking....laughing and asking abt their children lol Celeste is the same age as me and Betrent is same age as deisree and Benny is a good 12 years younger than my older sis! so can u see the link?? Hehehehehee*lol*

hMmm what else to say??? today is pretty boring ey?? went to schoool...turned up late to my voice lesson without any of my books cos i was living in a world of yesterday!! aHahahhaa but she wasnt angry cos my voice was still in good condition (or so she says) ahahahaa well well well...what else...hMmm had to do loads of japanese stuff and yadayadayada blah blah blah....hmmm have a sose test tmr...and i have yet to study for it....*darn im so gonna FAil it* Hmmmmm what else?? i have a japanese assignment due on friday the 25th...=S haiYoh...how leh??? nvm perseverance is the best way to go!! not to mention next week i have heaps and heaps of tests!!! GrRrrr....><>

Good night!!!!!!
-deL

2005-02-06T18:08:00.000+08:00

Da jie...Me..DaDdy...Meimei and MumMMyyy

2005-02-06T18:07:00.000+08:00

Rea aNd Meee

2005-02-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

TonY..VictoR...BrYan aNd Adrian haS his Back to us...lol

2005-02-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

OMG it was my Birthday yesterdaY!!! Hheheheee IM 15 now !!! WOOOHOOO!!! HEehehhee MA movies!!! thinking abt being 15 is like....another 15 yrs till im 30!!! EWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! HaHAhhaaa anyway....the first weeK of school has already gone by so quickly...i hardly blinked my eye before the week passed by. well......i had a BBQ dinner Party Last night!! and so much happened but anyway this is gonna be another short entry tHanks for all the pressies peepole!! i love them!! aHaHahaa thanks a buncH *MWAX* !! AHahhaa hhhehEEee i can't be bothered blogging anymore ey?? HaHAhaa oh well next time...

2005-01-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hellooo!! HMm this coming week is gonna be the last week of the summer holidays...sigH...time flies really fast when u r bored....weLl what i basically did during these hols was....go out for movies...and STAY at home....i think the ratio out of the whole six week hols for me going out and staying home was 1:5 Hahhahaa welL...yeaH...apaprt from moving house....and Cleaning the house which took a good whole weeK...+ another weeK to unpacK and Move furniture..and stufF...ErM..yeAH..but im looking forward to going back to schooL...yeaH really! hahahaa HMmmMm...i guess tis weeK i will just be bumming around at home and doing..Home stuff...*AHahah* oh yah..i think i've sPent like most of my holidaY time on decorating and arranging my room..aNd...eRm..doing artsy stuff...aNd Erm Painting Chairs!! AHaha ErM aLso..Reading Les Miserables aNd...ChatTing on MSN!!! AHahhaHAhaaa *lol* TypIcaL...AhaHahAHahaa eRmmM....and also trying to lose weight and grow taller!!! EHehheheee SigH....watching Naruto Episodes as wELl...ErMm...listening to music...Making My Friend Deaf by sCreaMing!! even though my new year's resolution is not to Scream TOO loudly...as long as i dont think it TOO loud i'm good! HEEhehheeheheHeheeeeeeee!!!! *smiles CheeKiLy* aHahaHaaa ErMm...sigH....i dunno what to write liaoz Leh...maybe i'll try again later in the weEk..aahAHahaa okaYs TaTa...seEYa LaTeR

2005-01-17T14:44:00.000+08:00

HellOooo im baCk aGain!!! lol....hMmm last wed-sat i attended this planet shakers thing..its a conference...well yeah its suppose to like...BREAK THE SILENCE of your SPIRIT...lol..ahahaa i must say its quite tiring..haha but overall u can really sense the presence of the holy spirit...something truly amazing...yeah...their songs are good..and this being my first planet shakers conference left me with one thought in my mind " SIGN ME Up for NEXT YR!!!" hahahahaa it was goood...the Evans spoke...(both husband and wife)...Matt Fielder...(he's a funny one)...Pastor Neil Smith...(he's a good aussie bloke)....Ps Pat from Alabama...(he's another funny one) ...REGGIE DABBS( Say "AYE!!!!" He's one big guy...and a Darn goood soprano saxaphone player...) and of course...give it up for CHRIS HILL!!!!( yeah as Reggie was saying it was Black Saturday.....and do i hear a " Hallleluja PRaiSe thE LoRd") AHahhahahahahaa......must say i grew weary over the days...and tired...and oncE through a sermon by ps Neil...i erM...almost fell asleep hehe...*turns red* haahahah...but thank goodness the Eu sistas Dotty and Kris got yummy chocolaTes..and lollies that kept me awake...i brought some sour gummy worms tooo...hahahaa....ermmm...and something funny happened in Jeff's car on saturday night ( the last night for planet shakers thing...) there was CHarissa,,Des,Dot ,Kris and myself in the car with Jeff...

Jeff on the phone

Jeff " hey Deemay"
Jeff" There are 6 of me in the car" *giggling of us 4 lil gals in the back seat with charissa laughing in the front*
Jeff(correcting himself)"there are 6 gals in the car" *more laughter from the 5 gals...*

[when we turned into Mcdonalds for dinner...]
deL " hey DadDdy....We waNt foooOooD"
Kris Dot Des" daddy daddy daddy daddy dadddy....Gimme gimmeeee"*all at different times so u can imagine what kind of noise there wasss....*
Jeff (turns around) " Dont call me daddy im not your daddy"
deL(remembering the phone call)" okay...MUMMY!!!!"
kris, dot,des" mummy mummy mummy mummy..............." *more laughter from Charissa*

so there ya go....the funny moment...ahhahaha and then when jeff sent us home...(kris and dot were staying over)

The gals chimed " Good night Mummy Jeffery"

aHahHAhahAHahaaa MuaAHahhaHahahaa........

erM i also bumped into Aaron, Daniel and Jono at the conference...lol...they are so...*bo liao....* Jk Jk!!! hahahaa....they r funny ppl...yeaH...i also bumped into EJ and TJ...and YuLyn and Farr...lol...(but Yulyn called me so i didnt really bump into her) ....lol....the songs were very good...*i think i mentioned that already* here are a few i sorta remember....

Evermore

i will sing of the mercy of the Lord
I will Shout of your faithfulness O God

For there is none like you
Crowned in all your Majesty
Humbly now i come
To worship u forevermore....

You are my God my life my all
And i live for you alone
i am yours evermore

Heaven and earth will shout your Praise
(and i forgot...)

Evermore......Evermore.....

(sorry i really forgot the lyrics...)

and there is one that goes

There is one thing that i know for sure
how much i loved you yet u loved me more
You payed my debt a price i could not pay
And i will praise You each and Every day

i'm not gonna hold back now
i think its time to just get up and jump around now

Everybody jump around in the house of God
Hey hey jump around
Everybody jump in the house of God
Everybody

(repeat first verse)

Somebody Get your Praise on
Praise him (jump jump)
Come on and Praise him (jump jump)

oh well..im boiling right now,...its like 38 degreees outside....aiiYoHhhh

okK..im gonna go NowWw....sEeeyyaaa

2005-01-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

MaN.....i can't believe im doing this....im actually reading Les Misérables....so long the book man...and im only on the first chapter...First VOLUME.....*AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH there is a SECOND one!!1* i knew i should have watched the Musical instead! aWwww Man...dont worry nic im taking gooooood care of the book...i woke up at 8:59 am by the neighbour's dog...and i opened the book and fell asleep at 9 am...aHahAHHAa*sorry man..*well lets say i had the WHOLE day to read the book..and i started at page 1...and now im at page 41...not bad...4o pages in one day...thats not bad at all...at the rate im going...and the book has 485 pages....it would take me a few months...aHahHAhaa.......basically my day was.....BORING......i lay sprawled out on the white carpet and was reading the book...yeh and no i didnt fall alseeep cos i had eaten a lot of chocs...hMmm yess.....its rather long...but oh well im gonna read it...aHhahahaaa even if it takes me the whole entire yeaR!!! MuaHahahAHhahaHahahAHahaa

i got a letteR from some clinic thing...to go check up on my lungs again...well...let me tell u the condition of my lungS....*i think they r deformed* well aparently..all young babies or infants..or children have this white...tissue thing...in their lungs that is there to help them breathe...well..it is supposed to shrink when u get to a certain age...and well...mine hasnt shrunk yet..and as long as it doesnt inflate..im okay...it should be shrinking.....thing is the last time i went for a checkup....i reckon it was...1 yr ago.....it was shrinking..but only a tiny fraction....so hopefully this time it should have shrunk....*that explains why i can't breathe after a furious soccer match*Ahhahahaa but oh well all is good i reckon...im not dead yet right??so thats okay...aHahahahha...yeh but i've forgotten all this lung stuff until they sent me the letter...and now its like...im thinking....life...u dunno when death is gonna overtake it...or whatever crap lah......hMmm AnyWaYsss....hmmmm nothing much to doo actuallYyyyy....eRm..yeah so i betterRr go now...Rea has gone to singapore....Adriann is leaving sooon for hk...aNd I'll be ALL alOne!! but then again...i have the planet shakers thing to go to! and daniel lor and yulyn all coming back so thats okAYyYyyy...=) HEhehehehee

okay seeYaaas

2005-01-08T14:13:00.000+08:00

okay....so i've been growing a bit strange over the last few days...i'll be okay really...soon i hope...AHahhhahaAHhahaha.....anyways...this is a song i was singing this morning...well..not singing...i can't sing...i was trying to sing...well...not trying really...i was struggling...something is wrong with my voice lately..all..gross..and..fugly...and..EWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..
anywaYs heres da song...Its From Les Miserables....

On My Own

On my own,
pretending he's beside me.
All alone
i walk with him till morning.
Without him
i feel his arms around me.
And when i lose my way i close my eyes and he has found me.

in the rain,
The pavement shines like silver.
All the lights are misty in the river.
In the darkness
The trees are full of star light.
And all i see is him and me forever and forever.

And i know
Its only in my mind
That i'm talking to myself and not to him
And although
i know that he is blind,
Still i say
there's a way for us.

I love him,
but when the night is over,
He is gone,
The river's just a river.
Without him
The world around me changes.
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him,
but everyday im learning
All my life
i've only been pretending.

Without me
his world will go on turning.
The world is full of happiness that i have never known.

i love him....
i love him...
i love him,
but only on my own.

sometimes i dont get why Marius goes for that Cossete gurl....Sure Eponine is in rags...and not as attractive but what the hell man..." be a man...do the right thing..." HAhahaa Joking.... Haiz....in the end...Eponine dies..cos she gets shot....=(....sad aint it.... Oh well..i've been doing heaps of gardening lately..and...SheEEP PoOoo STINKS!!!!! *AaaaaaaaaaaaaH* well...we've been fertilising plants....well that explains what i've been doing with sheeep poOO...AHahhahaha......YUcKsss......i wanted to turn our backyard into some rock garden..with white pebbles laid on top of the soil....using darker coloured pebbles to rim around each plant...and finaly....adding a water feature....downside to that is MORE MOZZIES.....AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHH.....i've already had 17 bites in total...on my legs....=( how saD.......HMmm ANYwaY..wHat did i do todAY??? NOTHING!! AHahaha i woke up 11:31 aM..AHAHhaa And THEn...Had LunCH....aNd THen..i am just bumming aROund^^ AHahhaHAHaa......wElL...theres Nothing TO dO...ExCept PlaN a MoVie So i Can GO and Meet JuaNdY....WhO wANts TO GO??? huh?huh???? wHo??? AnYOne CaN COme....aHahhahahaaa..
okaY Maybe NOt EvEryone he's gonna FreAk out...aHahahahhaha......HMmmmMmmm.....YEaH....nothing more to sAY...im pretty...Sian....nothing to dOooo....sit At HOme...Do NothIng...Play COmpuTer...Get BOrEd....eyesight getting worse.....EtC...EvERything WorSe Lah,..What a way to StaRt off 2005....SigH.....Oh wELll....im just weird lah....nothing to dOOOoooOo..aNywYas to ALl My SeC 4 FrienDs in Singapore...U guys better Study hard okay?? Best Of LucK!!!!
Btw....its ONE month from HERE till my best friend, Marina, and my dad's birthday...and it was also one month from yesterday that it would be michie's b'day!! wOooOohOo Go FeB BabIeS!! we just simply RaWk...AHhahahaa...oh well seeYaaa

2005-01-07T13:09:00.000+08:00

HellOooo evEryBodY!!! gueSs WhaT....onLy like Erm...28 days till my burfdaY......!! wOoHoOO...i fEeeL so old alreaDY!!! AHahAHhaHahaa.....eRm...also school is gonna re-open soon...so thats a bummer...but holidays are so boring...all u do is..eat...sleep..watch DVDs...grow fat....and stUff....HAhahaHhaa...HMmMmm....but i've been swimming heaps...*maybe that explains why i have suddenly gotten a lot darker...* haIzZz....almost everybody is out of tHis HoLe, PerTH....No where to go...Nothing to Doooo....BorINg like *beeeeeeP* Hehhee...aNywAyss.....MY goal is to grow at least another 4 or 5 inches in the next 3 yrs *before i turn 18 so im at a decent height* i hope i can...cos it sounds crazy growing like...4 or 5 inches....CrAzY...aAhahaha but i AM crazY so tHere ya go!!

AHahhahaa.......eRm..yeaH...im pretty bored at the moment..nothing to dooo at Alll....so i resorted to painting garden stoooLs...aND flower pots...YeaH..AHhaHAhahaha...eRm..my jie hasnt uploaded the pics yet so Wait long long!! aHahahhaa Erm...YEaH...i still have to prepare for my trip to japan.... =(.....many ppl can't wait till im gone cos apparently i make tooo much noise....my friend was tellling me how i've done damage to his ears....so now he can recover peacefully! aahhahaa...*we'll see about that...desiree is still around!!* ...........BooYaaa....

hiayoh..i got nothing to say really...except 2 nights ago...after a phonecall....i bashed my head so hard against the wall.....i blacked out...aHAHAHHAa how funny is tHat!???! dont worry im fine....*honest!!* just gone more wacko all of a suddEN!! aHahahaa..........i'll be fine...

aHaha okaY okay..i better go now...this entry is starting to get damn random

2005-01-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

HellOoo!!!! hahhaa sorry lah i know i took very long to blog again lol....well christmas has gone...so has the year 2004...closing up the entire year was rather sad...considering of all the good times there had beeen in that wonderful year...though many tears were shed...smiles and friendship bonds formed....a rather nice way to end it i suppose...now a new year has begun...new faces arriving into our cruel cold world...lives lost...love found...sigH.....without much thought of what i was looking for....here is a poem i stumbled upon...Hmmm its from this reallly Random guy named Skender Benqiri....lol ( hi a EM SKENDER from [Kosovo} please can a meet youu...thank you mach for message Delcyn . A loveeee youuuuu.....) EeeeEeeeEeeeeEEeeWwwww oh well here is what it is...

One Way Love
A one way love can never thrive;
It needs reciprocation.
And so in order to survive
My love needs affirmation.
So throw your caution to the sky,
And let your heart command.
You'll find that it will not deny
A love which must expand.
Come now, to me, with open arms
And sweep me off my feet;
And then display for me your charms,
To make my love complete.
My one way love will terminate
Without your inspiration.
So, therefore, please reciprocate
With no more hesitation.

its so sad...but the ending is rather crap....haiz...i wish i can email the writer and maybe change the thing abit eh??lol...Ahahahhaha...i wish lah! aHahhahaha hMmm........i've beeen singing in church these past few weeks..and well its rather funny cos we turn up each morning not knowing how to set up stuff and just get laughed at lol!! but yeah the worship team members are really nice!! like fully!! ahaha always able to lend a helping hand....erM...aLso....these few days my sisters and i have been going to lots and lots of like BBQs..and PartIes..aNd the Countdown at jason's place was awesome!! Ahhahaa lol....erM...and yesterday i went to Subi with Wendi, Nic, Tim, Dezzie and Bryan for lunch + movie!! We watched Meet the Fockers...FUNNY LIKE XIAO AH....aHahahahhaha......hMmm lots of very....censored scnes....(Bad Movie Choice Nic)naHh just jokes...it was alright...aHahhaa * tHanks for covering my eyes..LoL* AHhahaHahaa but im still ScaRed ForLifE!! AHahahahahahaa....funny Man u...Ahahhahaa hMmmm wHat ELse....Ate GeLatO....yuMm....aNd aLl Of us were StucK Behins in the Car....and Wendi Just Had to saY THAT WORD....*sHiverS* gee you're nice...LoL.....hMmmm but overall very fun lah hor?? HAhahaha Thanks a Lot Wendi for driving us !! MucH aPreciated!! =)

Hehehhee hMmmm and this morning i was taking down directions from adrian on how to get to his place....now i'll post it up here so everyone can go to his place AHahhaa

1) Take Bus 102 or 107 from stirling Hwy
2) Drop off at City Busport and Change Bus to 183 or 193 to Adrian's Place
3) Stop outside some shopping centre that apparantly has a lot of cars?? lol
4) DO NOT take Bus number 880 cos its the wrong bus...AHhahaa ( according to Adrian it goes to someone elses house) aHahahhaahaa

YeP all the steps u need to go to Adrian's house...and he'll come fetch u from the Shopping Area to his house...LoL its out in the Bush!! aHahahahah cOoL rite?? Ahahaha!! i told him we can all go there and camp out!!! HEhehehheehehhehe.......erM....wAd eLSe huh??i dunno eh....i caN't Think....aLl those singapore school kids have gone back to schooL...i pity them...not long after i too will be returning to schooL...* tears start welling up in my eyes at the thought of going back to schooL* Nah Joking Lah!! im EXCITED!! YEAR 10's BABY!! WOOHOOOO!!! i know i know exams round the beNd and sTuff....hMmm and ONe MontH To My BirTHdaY!! wOohOOO!! i Can't Wait!! i'll be 15!!! 15!!!!!! Hehehehee......hM....* EWWWw im OLD!!!* HAhaa joking lah...then i guess its another 2 or 3 months till im on the plane to japan..and all u people WONT see me till 3 months LATER!! * Oh NO!!!!!* sIgH....so saD...>_<

HMmmm okaY...aNd also what i did todaY was....after lunch i took out some paint form the garage..Black paint...OraNge....and White PainT!! ahaha aNd eRm..there was this oLd stOoL of some sort with cobwebs on it and stuff...it was gross okay?? and so my parents asked me to paint it...so indeed that was what i did...after much planning..and setting out done on the stool itself..it seemed my master piece would work...so thus dipping the paintbrush into the black inky paint...i started on the ugly cobwebbed stooL....after 2 ENTIRE HOURS painting that STUPID THING!!!! i turned it into a very nice stooL indeed...white daisies....etc..i'll post up a pic next time...Ahhahaaa now my back hurts...my legs hurt...my arms hurt...and i got a whole lot of paint on myself...LoL....Hehehee...erM...tHen.....now im back online...lol.....erM..yeh.....pretty bored now...once i started painting i couldnt stOp!!! aHahhaaa i wanted to paint EVERYTHING!!! aHahahAHhahahaha...okay okay..i better go now ey?? i'll go and wreck something else..aHahahaa lol...hmm yeh...hahahaaahaa.....
and BTW Adrian just pointed out that sometimes i spell weird as wierd....lol...its weird ...aHAHAHAHaaa oh well

Catcha All LateR!!!!!

deL

2004-12-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

Hey!! im back after a Super duper long time!!!haiz.....here goes

its been a rather tiring weeek cos my family moved house..i FINALY have my OWN rooM!! and its bigger than DESIREE'S YiPeEee* whoops for Joy* haIZ...dont u guys just love christmas? and NO im not talking about the presents...U know why?? Cos Jesus Christ was BORN!! ahahah AMEN?? YEAH!! ahahahhaaa....hMmm anyways..beeen shopping loads for present AND BLAH BLah BlaH!!!went out for movie...Blah bLah BlaH....Watched Series of Unfortunate Events. Yeh the GIRL is DAMN pretty!! im jealous....but overall it was pretty good! i Met Ike!! ahahhaa FINALY!! she is sO CUTE!!! " i can't look!! you're just too CUTE" hehehe eRm...yesterday went to the city to meet adrian , unique, michelle & bryan ...yeP and u know wad?? We had HEAPS of fun!! ( desiree was there too WELL DUH she goes wherever i go) hmmm then we stayed till Late at night to watch this christmas play thing.. and guess who we bumped into?? JOSEPH !! ahahaha Ah Kong was like walking with his arms folded AHahhaa and then he came over to sit with us ( michie and me that it cos the others went to buy dinner) cos we were reserving setas like typical kiasu singaporeansand malaysians!! aAHha....LOL...it was goood ey? but the vegetables looked like shreded paper..i could have sWORn they tasted like paper too..but haiz..i didnt eat much of it...and then after we ate dinner joe went to collect stuff and went OFF...and yeh later the whole sin family arrived! ahahaaa how fun....adrian and i went to buy the Fanta Spider Strawberry drink and it was yummY!! we shared it ...and ashley liked it too!hahhaa....lol...so cute man...and adrian and i swapped fones too!! well just for one day..i still have it!! aHAhahahaa...lol well going out for some caroling at the hospital later this evening...yeh...should be fun!! ahaha..and stupid hotmail wont let me check my mails...DammIt....anyways i better go now...been online since like 10 in the morning..AHahhaaa was deprived of the internet for ONE ENTIRE WEEK....due to the moving of house...aHahahaaaokay Merry Christmas Everyone!!

heres one song i like very MUCH

All I Want For Christmas Is You- Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for ChristmasIs you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is youYou...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas isYou...

All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)

2004-12-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hellooo!!!hows everyone?? its finaly the holidays and its my second day on hols..and im already sooooooo bORED!! Look, i was so bored i took an IQ test!!!...here are my results...

Congratulations, Delcyn!Your IQ score is 124

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Inspired Inventor. This means you've got exceptional verbal and mathematical skills, and are very good at brainstorming new ideas. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

[How Dumb!!!!!] * doH* is 124 meant to be good?? i think i am dumb..but oh well...

anyways..... so bored now...there is like nothing to dO!!! and yesterday i went swimming!! ahahhaa erM...well...everyone seems to be going off on holiday while im stuck here in perth with nothing to do..so im just gonna bum around and stuff...aHahahaha oh weLL...theres nothing to blog about ...lol...Sigh...okay...anyways...im gonna go now...seeya

oh yah...anyone who wants to go to the beach to hang out and Stuff when the weather is cooooLer like later in the weeK or something Tell me okay?? i wanna go but i need to find ppl to go with meEee....* Rea!! come with meEee pleasE??? (looks at u like puss in boots from shrek 2)*

deL

2004-12-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

hehe" hello!!!! "

2004-12-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

HELLOO!!!!! well its beeeeeeN another GreAT weeK so here's as follows

Saturday- well we had the last chinese class for the YEAR early in the morning from 10 - 12..and we watched a chinese film about the olden day characters...how they came about...what they were used to symbolise and stuff like dat...and for oncE!!! i was like answering all her questions to what those chen jus mean!!! and i have never heard them in my lifEE!!! and she was like OMG OMG OMG *cos im usually so dumb in class* ITs a Miracle!! Lifeng actually knows something.. Ahahhaaa and its like...*things i've never heard before!!!* ahahahaa and she asked me how come i know so much and desiree replied"cos she's only guessing..she doesnt really know it..she just guessses." and i said " NO!!! u take little bits of the meanings and gather all the understandings...put it all together and Wua LAH u got the darn thing" and my teacher applauded me!! ahahhaa And Miss Erika LAo was meant to GO!!! but she didnt...oh well...she WAS gonna call me to tell me but i left my phone offf and at home....ahahahhaaa!!!! lol funnYYy..so basically i spent the whole entire afternoon on Msn and chatting and friendster and stuff liek dat...did a bit of counseling over the net for one of my buddies in singapore
...yeh....tough one....and later that evening, we went to the carols by the sea event...it was FREEEZING!!!! sHeeeEshh!! came in da car with da jie..mama...and reee....and rooo went to pick up glorz...Chandrew...yookling and dennis!! then we met outside my house and there were these realllly wierd looking ppl dressed up like elves..and they were hopping up and downt the street...and they were holding up a sign [ HONK IF YOU WANT US TO SING] well we decided not to honk in case u know.....they sing... aHAhahaha...while the car was u know steadily going at 110 km / hr on the freeway ANDY was liek zOOOMIng Past us!!!omg wad on earth eh??? anyways we arrived at hillary's boat harbour feeling rather famished...and so andy and rooo went to get us some mackers....roo took the orders as we placed them...and yeh we went in to grab us some seats and stuff and so the scramble began....eRM glorz and i went over the the other side cos i wanted to find ANDREAA!! (the butthead... in a cute adorable way liek she always is) and so i spotted the lassey eating fish and chips with her jie liz!! and her kor James...*ahhh one big happy family*..we then made our way across the jetty after dinner in style!! walking there like...*ahem*...also there were these light thingos on the jetty and andrea tried to kick it....and as the evening's event proceeded, our dinner arrived just on time....and the temperature was like i said..FREEEZING ...but oh well we made it through the night eh...andrea sat next to me and the people SANG [OH HAPPY DAY]!!! OMG OMG OMG!! andrea and i were liek fully singing along to that one!! dancing in our chairs too!! ahahaha and the lady was like " wonderful singing girls" i bet it was sarcastic eh...*we were liek so singing out of tune* ahaha oh well it was a good night eh....

Sunday- today was good eh...went to church as usual...but rather unsual as we had to go to church earlier than usual...*ahahahaa USUAL ahahahahhaa* well cos jie had ushering u see...so we had to go early u see..and they needed to use our laptop too u see? ahahaha lol well....i was wearing yellow today...a colour usually i would not wear...let alone pink?? but i decided my clothing needed a little change and a few colours would brighten up my day eh??? erM....wad else eh...hmmm*think think think* Oh yah!!! my grandma was at church with us too!! and she made a new friend!! hehehheeee actually 2 new friends!!! and then..i went to the city...Hotel Ibis to meet my aunt....walked form there to the city...from the city to north bridge for dim sum...and to gelato for ice cream.....up the streeet and to the train station where i bought glow in the dark earings form my fav earing making person Deblyn Ng!! HEy we almost have the same name eh??? Delcyn----Deblyn!! ahahaha no wonder she sold the earings to me at discount eh.....*peace sign* erM went to the city and walked past billions of clothes shops...and walked into every single one that had a sale on..ahahaha erM then finally we came upon a shop selling BRANDED perfume for 5 BUCKS!! yes 5 SPanking bucks!! ahahhaha i bought a bottle of this nice smelling rose perfume bottle..its really nice!! and i got it for how much?? $5!!!!we then stumbled upon this GREAT shop selling all these funky mobile accessories !! i bought this earing...its meant to be only like on one side though so yeh bought one!! its really nice!! its liek a shooting star!!! hehehee i was thinking maybe i should get a second piercing on one side eh...how cool would that be?? but then it would make me seem like some pai kia...SO HAIZ..NVM....ermmm i bought this hour glass mobile accessory...yehh....and then had to go back to the hotel cos i've got to go back to school for carols by candelight christmas service..*well u see im in one of the choirs so i have to be there...* well the whole evenging was good...just that we made the mistake of wearing STOCKINGS with the SUMMER uniform...when we were meant to wear SOCKS!!! ahahahahaaa ....oh well lol....the night went well...with the exception of one carol...ahahaa but it was all good in the end anyway....stayed up till 11 that evening and erm.. was entertaining some kid....with my very lame jokes....

.Today--AaaaaaaaCK...im losing my voicE!!! stupid mass choir...stupid Di Es Irae.....BLEAH!!!! *thats da song we r singing by the way* Finally its the LAST DAY OF SCHOOOL!!!! i still dont see the point in us having an extra day of school eh... lol .... all we did was watch movies...play games....talk and talk and talk!! guess what!!!!!! GUESS WHAT!!!! nvm better not tell or else u might think im bragging..but all im saying is for SCIENCE i did quite wlel in my report and my overall results!! ahahahhaa *YiPeeee* hehehee and yeh assembly was rather sad....cos like a number of the staff from MLC were leaving us and they gave little speaches and stuff....and Mr Comber's joke was Why was the mathematics Text book upset? ans: COS it Was full of Problems!! ahahahhahahaaa and when Li Xia Tan and Jillian Tarca came up for Mrs Giglia's farewell speach...i cried cos my favourite MAth Teacher for two years, Mrs Giglia, was leaving us for PERTH College...or was it PErth Mod?? anyways ADRIAN SIN U BETTER TREAT HER NICE IF IT IS PERTH MODERN OR I'LL HUNT U DOWN! erm yah.....i cried my eyeballs out....anyways stayed back after schoool for another jolly fun choir rehearsal where we sang our little lungs out...another GREAT impact which almost made me collapse.....* think about it..how much more can this girl output?? * well yeh my head was spinning and stuff soo yeh that must have been something....yeh anyways...came back hoem with a bag that weighed 23 kg..aahahahaa my books and stuff were in there..!! hey was carrying HALF my body weight!! ahahahhaa *not good..cos came back all sore and stuff....and was like staggerng under the horible weight....haizzz.....esther was feeling really tired too...haiz...can't wait for speach night tmr...its gonna be a BLAST!! i better get that deck the halls song for chorale memorised.....haizz well i better go now

seeya

deL

2004-12-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

*BlEah*...well this week has been too exciting to NOt blog up!!yeh just keeping u guys updated!!!ahahaha oh well so here goes....

SundAY!!- i wore PINk PEOPLE! PINK!! can u believe it?? finaly out of Black and into PINK!! and well one person thought the other was ignoring them and vice versa eh??LOL!! ahahhaahaa then after church we went to harbour town...my grandma...desiree and aunty may!! it was so fun Man!! i did so much shoppinGgg!!! ahahahhaa erM...wad else.. bought gifts and bought a new skirt...yellow top... pink top and a bLacK butterfly one! heheee...met up with sarah Yeap and linlee!! and we were just walkign from one shop to another....and trying on one stuff to another..ahahaa had fun trying on some gowns with aunty may!! this was when sarah and lin had gone eh....ahahhaa so nice!! too bad i can't buy it...no reason to anyway!! ahahhahahaa well it was a fun day anyhows....

MonDay- stayed back after schoooL for a mass choir rehearsal...had maths first perios and i was already dosing ofFff..loL...came back home and i had almost lost my voice..hate mondays...*rainy days and mondays always get me down...* nah i love da rain!!*im singing in the rain!! just singing in da rain1! what a glorious feeling im happy again!!*

TuesdaY- had chorale in the morning...and yeh it was hell tiring...haizz...soloists are needed but Mr gallo didnt even askk me to do it...(Gee thanks u sure aren't biased..and indeed very fair yah? ) anyways...was hell hyper todAY!! cos it was a day 3!! and guess WHat!!!??? we went to the BEaCH for PE!! aGAIN!! yaYy!! hahahhahaa erMmmmm wad else...we were like running about in the water..talking ..laughing....joking!! OMG Rea and i were soo DIRTY ahahaha yeh...and i picked up a couple of very interesting looking seashells!! ahaha and guess what?? i was wearing my bathers underneath my sports uniform cos i was planning on swimming...and mEeCh and Amelia and EsThie were trying to pul my shorts down..thanks goodness i tied it rather tightly around my waiste therefore restricting the forces of the gravitational pull of my shorts to the grouund...Ahahah*scientific terms!* eRM...my legs got really sandy..and i got like these purple see through slippers!! and yeh they are hell cooL !! like glass slippers! ahaha * cindelella...ahahhaa FunneHhh...* anyways yeh moving on... had yr 9 choir fourth period and everyone was hell psycho....went home and had a nice relaxing shower!! ahahhaha...and then andrew came over with ruski puppYy!! ahaha aND then....we went to matilda bay to walk him!! hehehee and then at night he had dinner at our place and we then proceeded to go to Gelare for ice creaM!! ahaha Met my jie's friend! who is really cool!! yeh and ruski was being a pest..cos he couldnt keep stilll and i had to like run up and down the street with him...and ppl were staring ...especialy this group of guys...* okAY so what if im wearing crazily short shorts on a freeezing night after having dinner at home??* don't have to look u know? sHeeeSH....anyways yeh ruski sTaNk Bad... ahhaha but then we had bubble tea!! and i saw a few ppl i knew... ahaha and the bubble tea guy kept trying to make a conversation with me..and i was like...er " strawberry bubbltea with pearls no milk thanks...and he said" u want a carD?" and i said" yeh sure why not?" and he said" i'll stamp it for u.." so i said yeh sure thanks...and got it...and theN...he asked me if i wanted milk in it?? i already said i didnt want any milk in it sHeeSH..so i said nah no milk will be good..and hurried out and andrew went in to get himself tea...ahahaha!! went round da block again with ruski... went home really late at night and yeh....had a nice warm shower and went straight to bedd....*so sLeePPy*

WedNesdaY-lets see..i had yr 8/9 choir today...and yeh i went for it...i NEVER miss one rehearsal!! NeVER !!not ONCe!! ahahaa how good am i?? lol jokes ehh...erM....yeh...wad else was on wednesday...i dunno really..anyways had a FANTASTIC FINAL VOICE LESSON that went SUPER duPEr wELL!!! i Sang all of the songs which i did this yr and it was rAWKing!! ahahaha eRM saNG[ I Have Nothing] [Can't SMile Without You] [On My Own] and a song By Andreas Bocelli [ Time to Say Goodbye] aahhahaa it was RaWKing simply SmaShinGG!!AnDddd she was like really proud of me too!!...and then i came home and des was braggin abt her achievements in school and yadaydayada...Andrew came over again with Ruski to let him have a shower over at our place..then we walked from our house...round the neighbourhood once...and all the way to shenton....man...it killed me..i was in like a baggy white shirt...and shorts....yah ruski was pulling me along...and yeh slippers arent very good for walking llong distaces over a logn period of time....ahaha blisters every where..it hurts!!!! anyways got back home...got bad news Des opened my MLC letter... and guess what it was?? it was a letter informing me i didnt get the scholarship cos yeh i wasnt good enuff and stuff !! Hey WHo CaREs!! if im not good enough for u Mr gallo then fine by me...at least im good enough for GOd eH?? *in your fACe mAN !! take ThaT!! BOOYA!* hmmm yeh was really peeeed off though..and Andy Kor knocked some sense into me and made me make funny faces.....on Msn to make sure i was alright....Yeh *Thanks Kor!! youre da beSttt!!!*....yeh and as usual went to bed hell late....and got peeed at des cos she still has the light on!! do her cRapYY late night reading or soemthing like dat anyhows......erM..yeh Btw Had japanese class today too and it was AwesOme!!! and in English we watched Wallace and Gromit!! WOOHOO!! it RaWKsss * baaAAaaH* the SHeeP rAwk!!! and we were watching this reALly random SHow in sose...*gross me out man*

ThursdaY- the usual 7 am morning CHORALE rehearsal...spent half an hour of my life wasted on useless information about the UK tour which im not even involved in...could have gone for my yr 8/9 extra choir rehearsal for carols by candelight....but NO !!" delcyn, do you think its logical to go for your 8/9 choir rather than learn this piece? do u know this piece so well you wont have to worry about it?" Man FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AND ALREADY IM BEING TicKEd OFff!! By tHe SaMe PerSOn Who maDe me aNgrY !! yep u got it MR GALLO....DaMn whats his problem man??? wasting MY Life...Wasting MY time!!! Grrrr...."caroling is not important..." (Oh Yah?? Hey Get your facts right!! This Bohemian Rhapsody HAs beeN LEaRNt liek AGES aGO!! this carols thing...HEy its on SUNDAY so GEt your thinking right Mr Gallo...you dont know no Nothing!! maybe u should plan things out better EH???) Dumb TeacHEr....biased....Grrr....*growLs...* eRMmmmm lets seee...waht else..i kinda lost my temper a few times today..!!. yeh i did....no kidding...like in the morning..everyone could tel i was ANgry....and then like after lunch i was angry again cos of some rather unfunny joke....tt wasted my precious time in getting to English to do something....they had this rather cool video on for english!! ahahaha Turtle World..its those kinda films which require u to use your knowledge through symb0les and stuff.....yeh and it has no words watsoever..yeh rather cooL...its really meaning full too cos u watch it..and as u watch u r thinking..and as u r thinking..u get a sound understanding of the issues its exploring...yeh....very satisfying..and had a science test today..last period...and JUSt about lets say 10 minutes till its over...THERE IS A FIRE SIREN!! SHeeeSHH...and we were thinking " OH NO!! let us stay here and burn to death we are finishing thsi TEST! " aparently....the art department had a bit of an accident....the cooking classes upstairs had made a tiny fire...they put it out alright..yeh they did.. no worries...but then we got back to class hell late..and yeh...doPE...science test...those fire drills really waste our time and energy...getting up...moving out...haizz...waste of energY!!! but i hope i did alright in the test..i was like rushing to complete it yah...haiZzzz..aLl gooDdd.... eRM came back home today and yeh was liek on MSN...and then andrew said he's gonna come over..so i had a shower...and washed my hair..and went out to walk ruski...and ahahahaa ruski was marking his territory on this BIG tree and lost balance and fell over..aHAhahahaa* so cUTe!!!* ahahhahahaa eRM..came home after that and was on Msn again!! chatting to the same ppl!! and joking as usuall...and feeling hyper!! thanks to ANdreA!!ahhahaa = P u ppl crack me Up!! ahahaa....yeh and then was debating with nic sin that Roast chiken is better than prawns! ahaha loL....and talking to Rix..who was hell bored..and yeh now im hell bored!! ahahhaa nah jokeSSsss .......tmr got to wake up for CHOIR AGAIN!! staying back till 5 for mass choir rehearsal AGAIN!!! doPE...whats wrong with these ppl?? they want me to die or something???? sHeeeSHh!! See how committed i am?? nah joking only hor....anyways.....today was great apart form my terrible Temper today...
yeh!! ahahhaaaaa oh wellsSss

im feeeling sleEEEPy now....

NiTexxx

deL

2004-11-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

At Penguin Island

Rix.....Rea...Me...MeLia...Syaz

A run DowNnn!!!

2004-11-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

hello________+

well i dont have much to say abt what i did now cos its nothing much and yeh this might be my last post up eVER!!! so i better make it super duper long!!! well my week has been....really wierd...one minute happy...next sick....then unhappy...then depressed...then sleepless nights....then unable to eat or drink anything....then the weakness and loss of energy...*seeing as i couldnt eat or drink how to get energy huh??* oh and did i manage to fit in ANGER?? well that too....and dissapointment....unease......helplessness.....aiyoh the whole lot larH...it was pretty bad...but today i was able to release it all into the sea!!! *i love the sea...*

last week was a bit hectic having to finish up assignments and hading them up...preparing for the term to conclude...choir rehearsals were doubly challenging as we need to practice...run through..learn and remember new songs...old songs...song pieces we are gonna perform on SPEACH NIGHT!!! whoa....hectic and busy week i have to admit....Finally some good news awaited on friday!!! i did kinda well for science and i was like WHOA!! finally man...for the whole of TERM 3 my grades were slowly decreading but now they seem to have an odd pattern of rising and falling!!! ahahhaaa first term....uP...second term down....third..down.....fourth up!! aHahahaha =P yay!!! lets see what am i doing now??? listening to this japanese song...really loud!! max volume....and yeh.....closing my eyes...trying to figure what its saying...by the sound of it she is talking abt her only love...how the time and stuff they had had all been (something)...eh..its a sad song...haiz....as for voice lessons!! they are going rather well...i've moved away from OPERA to pop!!! the swinging 60 's and 70 's yeh super cooL!! im doing " Can't Smile Without You"....Les Miserebles " On My Own" and " Till There Was You"
yeh my tacher thought they were good for my voice to bring out and yeh...i should say its true....but they are rather sad titles come to think abt it....but they are nice songs too!!! yeh........

eRM also we had a talk abt job experience for yr 10...i was thinking either law firm....marine biology or (easy way out) work at a bubble tea chain!! well i decided not to do law anymore and as for bubble tea....*Naahh* so im going for Marine biology!! YipPEEE i love the oceana s everyone knows....well almost everyone...anyway....yeh cos i really wanna work with dolphins and be near the sea everyday!! so yeh!! there's where im gonna work for the summer holidays...i've made up my mind....and yeh ive also decided not to learn the guitar anymore cos of an accident......cut my finger on the string just now...it hurtSS!!!*Grrr* (tries to kill the guitar again) ahahahaa yeh as for my voice lessons and singing..i mite stop as well...cos....well cos...i am not sure if i would get the vocal scholarship and it cost quite a lot to have tuition for voice and so i've decided upon the results to make my decision......*seems like im giving up heaps hey??* anyways............

on saturday i went to the city in the after noon with rix to watch japanese movie!! ahahhaa well mum sent me over to her house and we walked to the train station in claremont form there in the HOT SUN!! under extreme conditionS!!!we met up with andrea and amelia and *wink wink* ahahah then went to Tea Fusion for bubble Tea and guess who i sAW there?>>!!! ANAND!! i saw him!!! yeh!!! and then i was like hey man wassuppp???? and he said good and hows it going and stuff and so yeh everyone left at around 4 ish...and Amelia 's mum offered to send me back *cos my daRN fone ran out fo DARN creDIT* how sweet right??? came home broke cos i bought reee bubble tea as well then has a freezing cold shower cos it was boiling and yeP and went on msn as USUAL yep and then....there are other stuff that happened as well but there is not point talking abt it....really no point at all!! even though my policy of * dont hide from your fears* is applied to everything....i am afraid i have to break it... just this time ahahaa....*very first time too!! and last time* so yeh ShHhhhh

well TODAY!!! i went to penguin island!! it was hell fun!!! we had an hour bus ride...then a 30 minute ferry ride across....ahahaha and then we explored the island encountering extremely wierd creatures!!! hehehe and did u know penguins can be found IN BUSHES? AAAHhahahahaa* syaz!!! AHahahhahahhahha* aNd we saw those GIANT skinks!!! EEEWWWW uGly BRoWn SliMy LiZaRdOooo!!! yeh and everyone freaked out!! hehehe saw penguins being fed and stufff and there were signs of " beware of snakes" and we were like screaming through the grass!! ahahahhaa...yeh but the over view of the whole island up on pelican point was extremely breath taking!! hehhee and yeh we were splashing around in the clear blue water!!! making sand castles and yeh!! fun!!!though the tide kept coming in and destroying all of my "rock pools" aahahhahaa *amazing things these beaches are...they transform u into a lil girl...they bring u back in time where u knew what real joy was* (smiles to myself)also....amelia and rix and andrea were burrying their feet in sand and then erm amelia spotted a pink shell in the sand and she wanted to pick its up,but the shell MOVED and she screamed her head off!!!! guess what???the pink shell was erika's TOE!!!CLASSICAL MOMENTS!!!! yeP and as usual i did most of the note taking and the rest did most of the copying!! ahahhaa they are so cute sometimes hehehe but hey thats what friends are for right??? friends BE with YOU in time of trouble, when u are SAD, troubled, distressed etc and yada yada yada......i've got no more mood to write anymore...i guess this is so long...farewell......from now on...my life would be my life...and my screts my secrets...and this blog.......?? i dunno maybe dispose of it or something....... okay......i'll just leave it for now...just in case i change my mind and become fikle minded again.....hmm..oh well life goes on eh??? and heres one song which was stuck in my head the whole DAY

Life Is a Rollercoaster

Na na na na na ( x4)
Hey babyYou really got my tail in a spin
Hey babyI don’t even know where to begin
But baby I got one thing I want you to know
Wherever you go tell me cause I’m gonna go
We found love, so don’t fight it

Life is a rollercoaster just gotta ride it
I need you, so stop hiding
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it

Hey babyYou’ve really got me flying tonight (flying tonight)
Hey sugarYou almost got us punched in a fight (that’s alright)
But baby you know the one thing I gotta know
Wherever you go tell me cause I’m gonna show
We found love, so don’t fight it

Life is a rollercoaster just gotta ride it
I need you, so stop hiding
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it

ListenCan’t you feel my heart?
Can’t you feel my heart?
Can’t you take my heart?
We found love, so don’t fight it

Life is a rollercoaster just gotta ride it (all night long)
I need you, so stop hiding
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it

Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Na na na na na
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it (*to fade*)

well u see...its at times like these i hate the most....i dunno why..but people do the craziest things to hurt u....i dunno why....but i know how....its hard to face up to reality and sometimes i really do wish i am able to turn back time...set things right....make things perfect...but thats not how life goes....life is everything everyone has to go through....be it having someone with u or all alone...and finding the right ppl to trust plays another important factor......its the hard lesson of life.....i always believe in folowing your heart..but sometimes....its really hard to do just that....honestly speaking as well cos yeh...

i also want to thank all of my friends who have stood by my side and encouraged me day by day....who were with me when i reached breaking point.....who understood what i needed the most....i know we got into lots of misunderstandings but u know we learn from each other and it is through these tight situations where we get to know each other better.....and i just wanna say i love u gals heaps!! MAGS gals are MADE EASY!!! hahahhaa

M esa
A ndrea
D elcyn
E rika

E sther
A melia
S yaz
Y ulyn

yeh and also my singapore friends whom i call my four leaf clover!! hehehe we were thinking DDMJC but naahh ahahhaa or even D2J and MC ahaha nah but it works out fine as FOUR LEAF CLOVER

Marina
Dawn
JacKy
Charmain

luvv ya all heaps...sorry i can't go back to see u guys....its gonna be a long long wait before i even see u again....but yeh i will one day....=P

eRM yeh....

cya around....gtg...syoonara adios...arivedachi... aurevour ...videsen...ciao...bao never change oh mercy mercy dont make me cry...i've got trouble with good bye *from leann rhimes [ trouble with goodbye]*

deL

2004-11-16T17:20:00.000+08:00

HellO everybody once again!

erM lets see...its gonna be the end of the term veryvery sooooon!! and i can't waIt!!! WOOHHOOo!! only a few more weeks and im outa there!! WooHoooooo!!! anyway....lets see what i've been up to....i dont recall really but came to a near fatal drowning at claremont pool yesterday when i was swimming freestyle during swimming trials and too much water went down the windpipe...severe caughing was then experienced and much more coughing was followed...aHaha!! well and my aunt....grandma....another grandma came to perth just yesterday and i was waiting rather impatiently for them so i went to have a extremely long shower to pass my time..and soon enough they arrived!! aHahaa :P haPpy haPpY haPpy!! aHahaahahaha lots of hugs and kisses were exchanged and Yeh i was very noisy *as usual* i also recieved an email from my bestest buddy ol pal Marina cHan!! she and i were like stuck...*practically glued in primary school*erM my aunt ...grandmamas and my parents and i went to king's park yesterday right???and we looked at flowers..took gay pictures...and posed*salute* ahahahaha erM i also found another well!! so thats delcyn 2 nic 0!!!! Ahahaa well right now im deabting with Nic about girls being cute..and stuff liek dat..and eRM....girls are cute so they know the meaning of cute...and he said not all girls are cute and i was like *aHeM!!!* Ahahaahaha:P defending us females!! Yeh!!! GirL pOWer!! NAh...eRM...aLso....my friendster testimonials have come bacKKK!!!! AHahahhahaa and something my dad said to mEeee....cos i vacuuum the house and suck up the spiders in the process...so that night..after a hard days work of vacuuming....dad comes up to me and says " delcyn...your long leg bf come out liao." and i was like...huh??who?? and i looked out da window!! aHAHAHAHa so i put it on my msn display name " i got a long leg bf AKA spider *gee thx dad* " aHahhahaaa:P HAHAHAa i also just ate a sugary substance which made me extrememly hyper...the way i am now!! AHaHAHHAaaaaaAAAAaaaa!!!!!!

welll....erM....sose has been fun....very fun...we get to decide on a holiday destination...*we are doing THE REAL GAME* ahhahaha erM well it really does depend on our budgets...YeH....unfortunately i have the lowest income in my group..or so called my neighbourhood..aHahhaA *giggle giggle snort snort* HHAaHaaa...guess what...i've been eating icecream like everyday!!! omg....what a pig ey??? AHhaHA....eRM..im kinda running out of things to say yet im so hypeR!!!! lets just finish it off with the head lice song!!

*sing it to edelweise..* Small and white....hazel eyes...they beloing to your head lice.....if u want to see them mate ...scratch your head untill it is flakey and RED!!....small and white hazel eyes..they beloing to your head lice!!* AahHAHAaaaaaa

AHAHHAHAaaa...super hyper now...AHHAHAaa!!!

okaY...eRM

heres a little something for ppl who are having exams

As the exams draw nearer, (or are here)
even the most ordinary things become difficult and muddled instead of clearer!
The mind becomes a maze of thoughts,
the heart turns upside-down instead of being the perfect student,
you feel like a not-so-funny clown!!
just to say that im thinking of you and that i believe in you

good luck and god bless!!

luvv deL

2004-11-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

HeLlOoooo Its HeaThEr lamOnT FeStiVaL!!!! oooHhh sO ExCiting Ey???this yr im not that psyched abt it as i was last yr....so i only entered one item... that is [ Oh Happy Day] hahahahhaaa well i ts easy to do and guess what??? we got third prize!!!! *ScrEaMs!!!* then we went around the whole schoool seeing cakes....dancing...Man heimi is still daMn goood man....and stupid tutor is forcing me to tie up my hair...ERr?? its still too short to tie up ok?? duMb tuTor!!! GrRrrrr.....and also mesa and yulyn's choco cake was really yummy with strawberry and choc icing YuMmmmm we ate like 3/4 of the cake!!! oh mann!!!! aHahahaHhahahahaa but something sad.....my friendster account testimonials have all magically dissapeared..i think this has been a case with many other accounts as well...sadly enough i am one of the many distressed by this disaster........its too sad t continue...i hate friendster!!gRrRRrr .....(annoying annoying annoying piece of SAI!!!) well im in schoool now and yeh im listening to music on the computer even though im not aLlOwed To.....naugHty eYyy??? MuAHahahahhahaa *cheeky and evil grin* ahahahaAHahahhaa okAy i got to go home now...anyway next year we are doing a dance...its a MAGS thing...ahahaha ...hmmm wad else.....erM.....i can't think...erM....aiyah..i'm gonna post up poems in here....

Nothing Gold Can Stay

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower,
But only so an hour.
And leaf subsides to leaf;
So eden sank to greif.
And dawn goes down to day,
Nothing Gold can stay.

when the sun rises up to greet,
the birds began to tweet,
when i look into your face,
i see a smile so sweet,
what a perfect treat...
through the darkness,
shadows loom,
into a danger zone i shall assume,
it is no perfume,
only the choking toxic fumes...

when you feel all warm and fluttery,
it must be love thats making your heart all buttery,
its always the case,
when your heart is going for the chase,
never give up,
thats the will of the heart!

GoSh...they sure are wierd ey???? anyway...here's one thats super wierd i came up with...

there is always danger lurking around the corner....
sadness round the bend...
happiness hovering above you....
love in the hearts all around you....
touble pushing...
anger rushing...
creativity right in front of you...
backstabbing behind you...
misunderstandings confront you...
false accusations in your face...
loneliness on the long road home...
confussion hitting...
panic rising...
rejection roaming...
acceptance coming...
feelings from the heart...

sHeeeeSH...im so wierd sometimes...maybe thats where my wierd poetry come from...ahahaa...and if u wanna be happy , dont forget to do your poetry!!!

AhahaHAhaa okaY okAY....

take care ya'll

deL

2004-10-31T20:09:00.000+08:00

mAN...i havnt blogged in like...donkey years!! hahahaha!! oh well im back!!! ahahahahaha...lets seee...its been a busy week and lots and lotsa of stuff has been happening...from the art exhibition...to the vocal recital!! hahaa erM first week of school was kinda like...a layed back sorta things and it still felt liek we were on holidays ahahahaa...drum lessons with rowwie were a blast too!! hahaha erM...youth service was good but now im gonna talk abt the semester 2 music concert !!

went to chorale and yr 8/9 choir rehearsals and they were hectic..songs to memorise concert to prepare for!! EuGh...but it was all good in the end...we sang Happy together for yr 8/9 and for chorale we sang The Barber Of Seville Overture...it was coooL!!!and i played percussion for the strupitso strings ensemble they played pirates of the carribean...pretty cool even though i messed up!! hahahahhaa my bad....dope!!! anyways...my ugly and horrific art pieces were up on display at the art exhibition...EeWWw....all 3 of them summore...grotesque...blEaH....anyways...at least my wood carving was pretty cool...and so was my ballet russe costume clay piece...it was cool...anyway some news i've recieved recently...my school principal would like to purchase some art work of the students and my teacher was saying something abt my ballet russe costume..so i was kinda like debating whether or not i should sell it if mine were to be one of the pieces he had chosen....hmmm...i wonder...anyway that night was awesome!! hhahhaa it was a tuesday night btw and i was really really tired on wednesday morning on which i had to wake up at 6 just to go for my yr 8/9 choir..we memorised Deo Dicamus in one rehearsal how cool is that???erm anyway i think the rest of the week was fine...and erM on friday we had youth service which was super duper duper duper fun!! hmm yeah......and im so proud of shin!! well done !! erM...that night was the first time i was actually allowed to hold mejulie(nic's preciousssss) aahahahaa but not long after nic came and swept her off her stand and took her away from me....(she is a guitar btw!!) HAhahahahahahahaa!!!!! okAY okAY!! and then on saturday went up to Orchard Glory Farm Resort for a dedication service...Awesome!! ahahhaa and saw uncle jimmmy go diving in the fish ponD YoWzA!!! waY cooL man..but the dasrn flies were so darn annoying!! GrRRR...*i Shoot the Fly* hahahhaa and i invited sarah aka my god sister to come to my vocal recital on sunday!! and also asked her if she would be so kind as to warm me up before the performance and stuff yeh!!okaY...erm then on sunday...which is TODAY!! well the service was great as usuall!!! hahaha something funny...i went to talk to janice and nic went to put his guitar in the car..and when i was walking back towards the lecture theatre...nic was walking back too...and then we didnt say anything and we both looked at each other at the same time and then its was like "oh Hi!"AhaHAhaa FuNneH funNeH...and he is preparing exams and studyiong for them too unlike someone i will not mention!! *cough* TIM*cough* ahahahhaa anyways i wish u guys the best of luck and yeah no sweat!! God will see you through every single test and u WILL do WELL to GLorify God's name!! AMEN!! ehehehheeee then after church i went for lunch with sarah!! and erM we went to hungry jacks with rea....sabear...andy..janice...shawnie...alex...mikey and this other guy...yah...aahaha and la'belle too!! hehehhe awesome...then i went to sarah's house after that for warm ups...and saw sherlock...man that doggie is a walking carpet!! in a cute cute way!!watched him crawl and walk extremely slowly to wherever he wanted to go hahaha!! erM yeah and then went for my recital...i was like right at the end....well the 4th last!! ahahha and there were so many ppl there man...oooooooooh i was so nervous!!! i got to admit...but yeah everyone sang wel...and gave it their best....and i think i went well according to what many ppl have been telling me...so PheW!! i got it over and done with..i musr say..mesa did well too!! haahaha!! well done mes!! too bad u didnt stay and wait to hear me sing!! BlEah!! but michie did!! ahhaha Thanks a bunch MEacH!!! well anyway, it muk up day tmr and im not too keen on going to school seeing as i've been threatened by a few of my yr 12 friends to get thrown into the poooL...*freak out!* Hahaha okAY anyway....i guess i'll just go and let them have their bit og\f fun ey?? why not? Hahaha okay then..the horror awaits...and i shall bid u all farewell..and see you again soon!!

luv deL

the bright morning sun rises everyday..and knowing that it is going to rise is a simple act of faith !!

2004-10-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

HeYa!! im BacK froM caMp!!! Hehehehehehee....well ignore the damn wretched tag board....some PERSON was being reallly MEAN!!! okaY run down abt church camp!! it was really really good!! i enjoyed myself...just that three days past by too quckly for my liking...erM...Ps Ken Fletcher is such a good speaker!! yeH...erM first day of camp...we arrived there early and i helped my mum at the desk...to tick ppl off...and give them their keys and stuff...here is the line"welcome to Orchard Glory Farm Resort. How may we help you?" i came up with it myself too!! Hahaha *wink* Erm....then dinner was really yummy...hehheheee curry and stuff!! Mmmmm.....we had a workshop after that and a bit of fun a games before the workshop!! my team was Miracles!! and We are the BEST!!! we won most fot he games and stuff!! hehehehe *grins!!* erM wad else???oh yah...i stayed in chalet number 15...the sin family were in chalet 16 and 17 and the Eu family were in 18!! haha so that night...after everything was over!! i went back to have a shower...and it was pretty late and i was tired..and so i went over to chalet number 16 in my pjs...and nic and tim were walking there too...and they laughed at me...:(
but it was pretty funny ey??hahhaa ....cos i had to go call dessie to go back "home" but then ended up i stayed to play cards!! and *giggles* the TV...HahHAhah....SBS....HaHAahahahhaa*covers faCe..NooOO!!!!*....erM...okaY after that we had to go back cos it was really really late...hahhaa

Second day at camp!! todaY was gonna be like really fun cos it was full of games!! Miracles was leading of course!! hehehe..but first i had to register the ppl who were coming up today...and hand out thier name tags and sutff!!! did i mention des and delise wrote them??? well now you know!Sarah and Linlee came up and victor came up and then later andrea did...hahha andrea and sarah stayed overnight but linlee didnt....*sigh*we had workshop first..then we had to wash each others feet like Jesus did....and then i washed aunty Kim Tan's feet and dried it...and eRM...aunty Miranda washed mine..and i was laughing and screaming cos it tickles...hahhaa....yeh but it was a very humbling experience...also lunch was nasi lemak!! YuMmYY!!! *licks lips* it was goood!!! but the ikan bilis and the chilli was really hot...wad else....hMmmm we then had games....Miracles won !!! scoring 500 points!! :P Wisdom was second with 480...and then the others were like...450...440...430...420?? and 390?? yaH.. haha but we won!!! Hehhehee then later we had a BBQ dinnner.....it was really good...the salad...the meat !! hehheee adrian and i went to sit on our lil flat rock...its really comfy...like a bench ...hehe and then sarah and linlee and rea came!! hahhaa *oh no!! got to squiSh* hahhaa eRm after dinner adrian and i went back to our chalets to have a shower...cos the BBQ smoke was really...grOss*cough cough* and then we came back nice and fresH!! erM i think before dinner My group members were gathered together to put together a skit...for talent time that evening...and we came up with a pretty good skit...the topic was[anointed to serve] and here is the gist of it
* cell setting
*cell leader prays that the LORD would anoint her cell member to serve in a ministry
*one member would really love to sing and join the worship ministry but later is discouraged by another member..and is encouraged by another member
*one member is really shy and although she has good ideas...she rarely shares them!!
*one member only comes for foood
Scene 2
* girl leads worship in cell
*shy girl takes the cell
* the one who comes for food actually brings food!!
hehhe good right?? Hehhehee
but we didnt win best skit....desiree's group did!! hehe it was really funny and enjoyable u know?? Hahhaa *whooooTs* Go dEssIe!!!"i'll do anything for you"<----what she said!! hhahaa they were like..charlies angels except it was God's angels..hehhe well done!!

but here is what happend before the skits....we had another workshop right??and marc and andrew and aunty may were there too so i sat with them...and nic was up in the front playing the guitar for worship..and he came back and had to sit alone..so adrian and i went to sit with him lor...and andrea and sarah and linlee were sitting behind me at first....and so was someone i shall not mention.........so after i moved, that SOMEONE went out to the registering place lah..and then was motioning me to come..but i ignored...so adrian who was sitting next to me told me that THE SOMEONE wanted me to go ...and i said NO!! so that SOMEONE caME!!! and GAVE aDRIAN a NOTE to gimme....*gRrrRr* and then when adrian opened the note, i snatched it and read it...and yeh it was meant for me...and then i showed nic...and then adrian got it back but i ripped it...and he passed it to lex.....and then....*i dont wanna think abt it* but i was pretty mad.......oh weLl change subject
back to the talentime everyone was waiting for!! we went in group order and mine was the 5th....hehhee wisdom was first...hehe faith was third...and then mine was 5th....yeP it wasnt too long a wait...i mean most of them were funny !! heehee after that we got prizes!!! hehheheee first place *drum roll* MIRACLES!!! man i screamed........hahhaaa we went to adrian's chalet to celebrate!! hahaha chips...chocs....card games...hahhahaa Yep...and then had to go back to our chalet cos it was pretty late alreadY...

third and final day of camp
everyone wanted to stay one more day...but we couldnt...haiz..so sad..we had afinal workshop..and testimonies..and had lunch..chiken briani YuMmm!! and soon all had to leave ....clean up the place and stuff...and nic was vacuuming...so was jason and eric...*whoa the guys are cleaning!!* and i took a pic of nic dancing with his vacuum !! Hahhaa *sweeT* oKaY i suppose thats all for now ey?? im pretty tired.......and gonna watcH aussie idol...so yEP catCha laTer!!!

when everything seems a mess
and u dont think u could ever rest
just tell a friend and u will see
wad they can do to end that misery
and soon everything would be alright
cos that friend shines ever so bright
to be that special one in times of need
and no u neednt have to pleed
for all the love that u bare
would be the perfect thing to share
and every thought that comes to mind
would be like a perfect little rhyme
to tell of your great love
ever so devine

lUv Ya!!
deL

2004-10-06T11:33:00.000+08:00

sorry i havnt blogged in ages!!! well its the schoool holidays now and im feeling *SUPER BORED* really really bored.heres wad i did...

Friday---
today was the last day of schoool!! everyone had been looking forward to it...i went to buy water guns yesterday for the romeo and juliet fight scene between mercutio and tybalt...*i was benvolio* hahhaa erM "it wasnt romeo's fault!! tybalt sarted it !!!"hahaha erM yeH...had j-life service and it was rawking!!i was meant to save a cookie that my jie baked for tim but i ate it!! Hahahhaa too bad!!!

saturday---
NO CHINESE CLASS!! WOOHOOO!! YIPPE!! *FREEDOM!!!* ok but i had a drum lesson with rowwie!! and she woke up late so i had my lesson late..but its alright rowwie i had a fun and really enjoyable lesson with you!! simply LOVED IT!! i look forward to every saturday now!! Hehehe Ninjai, rowwie's husky puppy, is so cute!! but he's a big baby now...the lil nipper nipped my @$$ while having a go at the drums...hehhee oh well!! it didnt really hurt that bad...he's just a puppy u know? hahha then after that...we went for our family cell picnic...tim's family,uncle david and michelle's family, the other uncle david's family and lil rachel's family!! hehehe it was soo fun!!! estella and edrea were there too with their parents...it was fun!!hehehe then had a water gun fight!! hahaha i got so wet!! so many doggies were there...wendi brought her 3 dogs...rowwie was there with ninjai...andrew had ruski pupEh...yeh it was liek the humans were having fellowship and the doggies were having their fellowship too!! super cooL!! hehehhee

sunday----
went to church as usual!! erM...then later we had a cell picnic at matilda bay...we had heaps of food...everyone was having fun...and then we planned on buying flowers for sarah ong,cos she is not gonna take highschool cell anymore..*sob sob...sniff sniff* she is so sweet!! she made us all lil bookmarkie type stuff with all those artsy fartsy designs!! i love it!!! *mwAh MwaH thank u!!* we got her tulips and a card and a pizza box*the box was tim's idea* hahhaa and we signed it on the outside...*we thought tt since every cell we eat pizzas might as well get sarah a pizza box in remembrance of us!!* hhehehheheand we played footy...harhar i thought i couldnt kick the darn football but guess wad??my kick was killer man!! it was like
PsChEwWw!!! *sound effects!!* and joe was there too!! he rode his bike there...mhm...so stylo ey?? hahahaha!!!erM...wad else??? when we were playing footy the ball kept hitting the neighbouring ppl..and they were like *SCRAM!!* *sheesH wads their prob??*HumpH!! anyways..the boys kept getting the football stuck int the tree and nic had to go get it!! he had a splinter stuck in his hand later on...poor nic...des was his life saver cos she got it out!! HEHehee....*he's got to come down to our house and make her breakfast!! nah jk*

nic: " mum..i can cook,i can clean, i can wash!!"

Hahaha actually that's tim's joke but oh well!!! hahahhaaa....erM then now rowwie,andy,amanda and janice are gonna lead cell....cell is on thursday night at andy's...yeP...oh yeh!! daniel lor dropped by to say hi and guess wad?? he was sporting a new hairdo!! *so stylo !!!* oh yah congratulations daniel!! well done!!*wink wink*

MondaY----
went to watch shark tale today with Wendi , Andrew, Dajie, Tim and dezzie....andrew fetched us from our house and stuff!! how cooL!!! and tim went with wendi...we went to carousel early thinking that we could shop but lo and behold it was a public holiday and the darn shops were CLOSED!!! DopE...so we went to eat gelare ice cream at 3:50 and went to leisure island.. and desiree and i went to do dance dance revolution!! hehehe eRM...then went in to watch sharktale...hehehe!! tim kept making fun of desiree..and saying how ju on is behind her...hahahhaha freaked her out man...*and desiree was doing the walk* hilarious!!!!!! ok ok..wad else?? andrew stayed for dinner at our place and stuff...and marc came over!! so give us back our boxes..hehehe and he was showing off his skill sat the guitar..hes really good man...he can play lying down and spinning around!!haha
btw i was gonna ask juandy to come along but he msg me in the morning saying he was gonna go to the royal show that day...man...so much for my plans to meet up...it keeps getitng destroyed ey??? oh yah i also asked nic but he said he needed ot study...and yah he dont wanna fail..but a smart gu like him?? hey it aint easy to fail alright??

Tuesday----
well today i woke up extra early!! cos i was so excited abt going to the royal show..and then when we went there...michie had not left the train station and it was gonna be another 30 minutes...and linlee was running around trying to look for us...whoa...but then when we found each other...a huge sigh of relief!! hehehe but i think linlee was pretty annoyed at me ey??? haiz..*sorry lin!!* ate chips...lots of hot chips...hehehhee....erM wad else?? went around the place..saw lots of things...ate somemore chips!! bought show bags!! had tons of fun!! wasted $8 on a game that was rigged!! hahahaha erM...wad else???it started raining down on us!! heavily..then we saw a lamp post...and immediately we thought of TIM!! *im singing in the rain* hahahhaa!!! erM...wad else....the horses stank man...*PooEy...i can't breathe...* erM..then we saw the camels..they stank too!! adrian and i were like going around the woolworths thingo eating free food and drinking the coffee milk samples!!hehehhee sausages were yummy!!! the dairy milk bar was YUMMY TOO!!! ice cream....yogurt...cheese!! Mmmmm and we saw Shin Chou and his gang of asian guys!! and ann!! *shins sis* man she keeps looking better everytime we meet her ey??hahahhaa well shins lil brother is really cute too!! hehehe erm anyway...we met liying and elroy and cheryl and all those NLLC ppl!! hehehe i bet they had fun!! hehhheee :) erm...wad else??? basically i amused nic the whole night distracting him from his study!! hahaa i know i know *im bad* he did the evil thing and boy i tell u what...hes EVIL!!! EVIL i tell u !! EVIL!!! hahaha ok ok..jk lah...nic aint that bad....he had got a range of cool nicknames to absolutely darling ones...eg..*can say anort???i dont want u to kill me leh...* i think i better not say...later i die...hehe but its really cute...!!! :P :P hehee ...aunty angelina called last night asking us whether we wanted to go royal show tmr ?? so we said yeh sure why not?? !! FUN!! but then who knows the darn weather forecast was showers all day long!! dopE....so we r going on thursday instead

WedNEsdAY (TODAY)
well im sitting here in front of the computer...not going anywhere...just playing my gameboy *pokemon* all day long...*so childish it may seem* dope..daRN borEd...nothink to doOO...listen to music...practice dancing and yeh..stuff liek dat...and im still bored!!!! dope..ok maybe i'll blog again later...catcha next time

have a great week!!!
i know i will

ChecK LisT
* royal show on thursday
*Cell on thursday
*church camp on friday *this is gonna be a blasT*
all the way till sunday

seeya all next time!!
*wink wink*
XOxOxOXo
deL

2004-09-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

HarLowWW!!! im BacK agaIn!! tHis WeeK was SupEr sPecIal cos i sCORED a GOAL in SOCCER!! YEAH!!! my FRIST GOAL!! *does a victory dance* oh well... having youth service tmr!! i cant wait!! and then soon its the school holidays!! Hhahahhaa YAY!!! hmm stayed back for dance today and got through quite a fair bit....and YeP..i finished my art piece during lunch...hahhaa yeh..i hope at least one of my art pieces will go up on display in the art exhibition...*pray pray pray* Hahahha i put in a lot of effort into that thing so i better get a decent grade...hmmm my research aint coming along that well...i havnt even started....and this whole week we've been doing romeo and juliet...hmmm choose a scene and act it out then later we have to translate it into modern day English...so hard...we tried making it punkish...but then it was hard...then we wanted to make it nerdy...hahaa no go...so now its just plain normal with me doing a hawaiian dance!! hahaha!! interesting?? Hell YEH!! hahha BOOYAH!!

eRMMM...lets see what else....had a document study today for sose...its a test btw...erm it was alright but i didnt really get enough time to complete the final question...so stuff that...overall this week has been great!! cant wait for church camp!! Hahaha....

on tuesday i had worship practice and it was really good!! too bad i felt that time passes by too quickly...and my da jie led one song...its kinda like a practice or rather training...she sang over the mountains and the seas....we alll had to go outside and learn part singing and stuff liek that...hehhee and i got to lead one song too!! hahaha!! hMMm and i decided to start a TESTIMONIAL OF THE MONTH on friendster hahhaha!! oh weLL...Hehhehee i was bored so yeh...*giggles* erM....wad else???ErM erM...i saw darren and a few other CCGS guys today after dance cos i walked erika through CCGS...and yeh...then had to walk back...cos i was being picked up by andrew..and then we went to floreat to go buy water guns...maN...they are so stylish these days...i just want to carry it werever i go..nah jokinGG...i learnt a lot of nrw jap words too!! sUPER dUpEr hard...but oh well!! its all good and i'm up for the challenge!! erM and for voice lesson im doing a lot of new pieces...my voice recital is coming up soon...so i better take good care of my voice..i dont wanna screw up before the big day...Hahaha okies okies..i better go now..i have schoool tmr...so yeh..HEY ITS THE LAST DAY!! THEN.....HoLiDaY!! okies okies
NigHty night!!!
..:[deL]:..

2004-09-18T09:39:00.000+08:00

monday
stayed back after school for dance...man it was hell good!! we learnt a few new steps but then still a bit slacky...but we're getting there soon i hope
Tuesday
today we had Per Adua recital i sang in 3 choirs....Year 9 choir...yr 8/9 choir....and chorale..i missed sose cos it was during period 4 and 5 and went for maths....hehehehe!! erm yeh and then i stayed back after school for dance again cos of thursday's interschool aths....erm yeh ran over the basics again and had the pro come show it to us!! hehehe
Wednesday
nothing much....erm..wad did i do huh???i cant remember....cos nothing exciting hehee
Thursday
Interschool aths!! OMG SO BORING MAN!!!so hot...we were frying in the sun..until the teacher put a BIG umbrella up!! hehehehee then we had nice shade!! gosh our placing was terrible...absolutely apalling...freaked us all out...but congrats to all the yr 9s who participated!! mhm....and then after school when i came back...there was this very lovely message placed in my tag board...it was so nice..i cried....i wonder why it hurt so much too!! and also it was so sweet i couldnt help feeling red....and then i went to the Jundalup Winner's Concert..!! hehehe so cool man...ours was the first item on!! hehehe even though i was starting to lose my voice i still made an effort to sing my best...hehheee.....esther came to my house after the aths...and then we went for dinner...then Andrea joined us after dinner to go the the place..and we were all laughing in the car....hehehehee....and then after the thing...Mesa came with us too!! hehe so 5 girls at the back..two adults in the front!! hehehehhehee so fun!!! heheheheewe were singing all the way back..and we were trying to record it into our phone...but then..dessie kept laughing...so stuff that...and then when we came back t our house...we tried doing it again....heeheehehee but then eventually they all went home...=(.......oh well...
Friday
hehehehee today i played soccer for 3rd period cos we had P.E erm..and THEN sTUPID CHIBAIS !! i was gaol keeper right??and then i saved a ball and pushed it out...and then they KICK the ball into my FACE right at my LEFT eYe!!! GRrrrr and then later i busted my knee cap....=( horrible man....and i was like...OuCH OwWWw...and my left cheek was like all swollen and stuff...and then later yulyn...poor thing man...i was goal keeper again after halftime right??and then yulyn was standing behind the posts(javelin sticks) and then the ball hit the post and it hit her head...TWO times!!! GRRRR DUMB CHI BAIS....and then erika got attacked at her legs...!! ALL the ASIANS got injured today....its like RACIST ATTACK DAY[september 17] and then for choir after lunch....man so many ppl were injured..noone could stand up properly..and i lost my voice also....but she still made me sing.....GrrRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Haiyoh....and then all the SPAM on my blog just keeps coming in...just keep coming just keep coming...yada yada yada...i can't be bothered anymore lah...if ppl hate me then HATE me lor...as long as i know i dont hate them then im ok...erm yeh....then i was limping all the way up the slope to uncle nick's house where we have family cell...i took the kids cell upstairs where i had to limp up all those darn steps...and it hurt pretty bad........yeh..and desiree went for a sleeep over a michelle's place....mhm...i think she had fun...and all the kids were being so naughty...but we had fun anyways...mum cancelled my drum lesson cos of the stuffed leg....i was so looking forward to it u know??haiz....my bad....

Today!!!!
i have chinese class at 2 pm...i wanted to go for Esther's birthday party today but who would want a cripple hobbling upa nd down the streets?? and my mum did not allow me to go anyway....so stuff that...whats the point in going to chinese class when i cant even walk properly........erm...yeh..mor spam on my blog....erm...nvm..i'll ignore it....maybe its got something to do with me...it always starts with yourself first then others...so i better go see what i did....but we cant turn back time...*if only i could turn back time...*haiz...oh well..i got no more voice lioaz...my throat is sore...my knee is dead...and im feeling down.... haiz...im cooking rice for lunch..hehhee....and then..maybe i going to adrian's house..but then im not sure if i can go...cos like my kneEee is stuffed...haiz...tmr i got college sunday....Grrrr....my voice is gone how to sing leh??TELL ME!! sheeSH....oh well...i better go now...need to rest my leg...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHIEEEE
May u have a wonderful day today
May all your wishes and dreams come true and hope u get into the 3 month thing!!

luvv deL

2004-09-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

confessions ....haiz...so many things have happened in so little time....ppl grow up so fast and one minute they are here the next minute they arent...as people and individuals..i think that we all should apreciate one another instead of finding faults and pointing out each one's differences and Thank God for making each one special and unique...
even though we might have been rejected by someone at some stage of our life...it has got to be for a reason...ppl pick on us for a reason too...maybe cos we arent doing something right...or we just make them unhappy about us...we sometimes have to tackle problems and issues that we face...in group discussions or we take it out one on one....but sometimes someone might say something that thye didnt mean to say and then something happens from there...im really sorry guys for all the problems i have caused and all the stuff i have put u guys through...by and by...but we always pull through...i just want to thank u guys for forgiving me and lets just start all over again at the start...rewrite time...and travel back in time...but we can't for life has already moved on...if we dont hurry we'll get left behind...trapped in our own misery....haiz..oh well....
[Change subject]
and i dont get how someone can just lie about such serious matters...for example u dont go telling soemone u like them only to reveal in the end that u were joking..i mean...thats just plain stupid u know what i'm saying??? sigh...i guess ppl do stupid things...wad if the person actually did accept your love??ever considered that? then you'd be in big $*** then...yeh...so wad then?tell them i was joking and be hated for the rest of your life OR dont make that kinda joke?? * rolls eyes* i really dont know what they are thinking...maybe after being rejected by u then they say they were joking...or haiz they really are joking...who knows? only they know....
hehehe this is turning out to become One of my randomess blog entries...usually i have a lot of stuff to say abt what i did...now its all a mixed up jumble...haiz...problem starts with me...saying lots of stuff that i dont mean to say...just keeps blabbering out...so yeh i got to change that...another thing is...i know im gullible but not THAT gullible...i've learnt my lesson through lots of things....yeh....hmmm ermm...wad else?? u know how when u really love someone you would really want them to love u back...but soemtimes u just can't make them...love isnt able to be forced...its got to work both ways...i know i can be mean sometimes but even a person who is mean has feelings too...and yarh...what if the person i love doesnt love me back??could age and distance be a factor?? i don't really know...i'm just as confused as the next person...lol...well i dont know much about how the way love works...but i guess there's a first for everything...lol...ermmm lets see...i guess i can start on wad i did now
ok here goes....saturday i didnt go for chinese class cos mum had a church camp meeting and also desiree had a friend over to do project work...so my older sis and i took ruski( andrew's dog) out for a walk...lol....and we came back after ruski got tired...ruski is a jack russel cross maltese!! lol he's really cute...hmmm today i went to church as usuall...went earlier than usual though...erm at 9:30 am we met in the room next to the SSLT room...to rehearse for the father's day item...lol i was a 23 yr old who was meant to hand over my first pay cheque to my dad..too bad my dad is in singapore still but he's coming at midnight tonight...lol....er....wad else..we also learnt a song..u know the song My Girl?? we turned it into MY DAD hehehe lol funny !! hmmm"my dad is so funny..i laugh till i peee"(lalalalalalalaa) hahahhaha heheheheee funny funny !!! erm...then we went lunch with Aunty May and Pastor's family!! hehehe we went for dim sum at golden century !! lol....erm then * someone just had to lie to me about something on saturday...well game over...you're not fooling me this time....go find someone else to bug...and why r u picking on me in particular???just cos i study in australia now doesnt mean u are better than me u know?? u ego freak...u liar...u idiot...u bakayaro no sukebe*ok..phew got that off my chest...* deep breaths* ^^ im ok now!! hehehhee erm...hmmm well i dunno why but frau walker wants to see me on monday to have a lil chat....about soemthing..dunno what but i hope im not in trouble...hmmm at least i dont think im in trouble....also we have a social on friday and syaz wants me to wear a boob tube with her...esthiee wants me to wear the same as her...and amelia is wearing halter..oh man....wad do i wear??ey?im deffinately wearing a black skirt...and maybe wear a black top or something..lol...OOH!! im supposed to take a pic to show syaz...oops..my bad..i forgot...ok i'll tk one tmr...hahha lol...erm...yeh...our father's day item went pretty well...michelle zheng didnt come to church today and i'm gonna start my drum lessons with rowwie on wednesday!! hehehe and i have worship prac on tuesday....erm yeh...ermm wad else...i've got to keep truthful to MY heart...only LOVE one person...and him FOREVER...* cries softly to myself*+__thIs lOvE hAs TaKeN iTs ToLl oN meE __+ haiz ,i don't think he'll ever feel the same way as i do...* tear drops from eyes*
am i that ugly??or fat??or deformed in any way?? hmm i dunno...oh well....i really i dunno....so what if there are millions and billions of gals out there prettier than me??i DONT CARE!!i was created for a reason...a purpose...a plan...etc...hehehee * you can treat me good anytime u like..show me some kindness if i love u right...u can treat me good any time at all..a lil care is all im asking for....* a song im listening to right now...lol...hehehe its nice...the words have got a very deep meaning...to me i suppose...and avril lavigne's Things I'll Never Say is also quite good...

i wonder why u never show
all the things that u would want me to know
all the love and care that i bare
is all for u right there...
here in my heart is where u belong...
in my mind and dreams all day long
i promise to you that i would be
the very best that you would expect from me
to love u always
and always it shall be....
u and me

luv ya lots
deL-icious
-ighted
-ightful
-cyn

lol night night everyone

2004-08-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

hey peeps! how are u guys doing?? erm well im planning to change my blogskin soon cos im getting sick of purple purple purple...but the words mean a lot to me though....sorry i have not been blogging much cos i've been caught up in my own little world...hehehhee

erm for chinese class we have to learn this song for a performance and i was thinking to myself...* AGAIN?* haiz...how sad is my life?? heres a summary...

* the guy i like doesnt like me( at least thats what i think)
* the friends i love arent with me ( singapore ones hor)
* my life seems totally wrong
* it feels like everything i do isn't right
* i feel really lousy
* scolded jono and feeling bad now..
* being teased by friends
* joke..a BIG joke...u guys dont even wanna know abt it dont let me tell u..cos it isnt very nice

horrible ey??? anyway last night mich came to my church!! omg i was so surprised u know??hahhahaaa...yeh and i met her parents!! hehheee so exciting!! and i intro tim to her also hahahhaa erm yeh...running out of things to say liaoz...erm...also ming wei has been demanding a lot of nice songs from me and in return he sends me some nice songs too..lol hehehheehe....and im also downloading a lot of ayumi hamasaki, boa and utada hikaru's songs!! hehehhee i think powder snow of ayumi's is very nice..especially the starting...her song rainbow is still downloading..needs more sources it said..so stupid..download FASTER!! arH......

sose assignment due...haiz...die die die....i dont wanna do it...i dont feel like going school anymore...just stay home and grow fat....* kidding lah* hahahhaa hmmm stock up on junk! hehehe my daddy is coming to australia soon!! hehehheehe

in cell we are doing a special father's day thing..hehehe song and dance and a play!! HigH scHoOl cElL we RawK!! heheheheee * griNs* hehhehee erm jono and the others dont reallyl come to church anymore so they are gonna miss out on a lot of fun! hehehehe...anyways...

i gtg now

take care!!

Its better to please yourself than to please others, if pleasing others isnt pleasing yourself

lotsa love, hugs and kisses

deL

2004-08-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

today,...a bit of a weird day...this week...a bit of a weird week...
Monday
went to school as usual...did the usual Day 6 periods...erm...then lunch...met phil..darren...nick...etc..other guys i dunno..lol
ermm..then i asked them oh..where is jeremy..?? not meaning to think abt him or anything just askin only...haiz..then i kenna crap from them again..haiz..then yeh...erm...wad else...i cant think..erm...we had enviro...erm..then did bird counts and stuff...erm..then..we had to do research for sose..erm yeh..BORING i havnt found much stuff cos my topic is Dam hard...haiz...poor me..this really is getting to be the worst week of my life... haiz...why me arH?

Tuesday.
Went for Chorale early in the morning...erm did the normal day 7 thingo majigos..ermm..then lunch time..i had my music performance due last period...then lunch time i kenna music tuition with Miss Gay cos my music composition not finished yet..then have to complete so she teach me...THEN my friends all say waD? Jeremy came over for lunch?? then i was like so? and then they say he was looking for me? * rolls eys* ..then i told darren on msn to erm..bring him over for lunch tmr because i wasnt there today so i told darren to say sorry to jeremy for me cos i didnt show up today..and i stuffed up pretty bad for my music performance...everyone else better than mine...haiz,...but at least i tried wad hor???

wednesday
yep...haiz..then i got kinda panicky when he did come..and i bolted..and then amelia and rixie had to go and grab me..haiz...then i had to go talk to him..it was my first time actually hearing his voice...his hair is nice..lol ..and he is taller than me now! sigh...well done dude..u grew the most i guess...anyways...he hasnt been going to church and thats BAD..hmmm well we were on the same plane when we came back from singapore..and he was sitting RIGHT BEHIND ME!! *gasP* erm...yeh...ermm..wad else..havnt seen him since the 27th of July but just saw him today...so u ppl can go calculate yourselves how many days i havnt seen him...haiz...but i saw him today so thats ok..and it was my first time talking to him too...yeh...oh well...seeya in church then...tk care and all the BEST for NEXT Yr
* we will all miss u very very much...so keep in touch yeh?*

well i missed soccer match during PE today cos of a voice lesson..but dont worry team i wont let u down cos tmr SOCCER FIRST THING IN THE MORNING!! Ya HOO!!! im gonna trash them all...thats if they dont trash me first...hahahaa..erm...yeh...erm Jap today was AWESOME!! so FUN!! Yeh!! but then i was feeling kinda..weird...cos u know..lunch..aiyah...then i was thinking of...cookie monster...erm..and wad else was i thinking abt? oh yeh..camp..erm...hmm..i think thats all i was thinking...yeh...oh well and i was thinking of how to get jermy boi to church...yeh...i doubt he'll go..he said he too bz wor..so...ok lor...doesnt matter... anyways...gonna have a gd day ahead tmr..cos i doubt any of them will be coming so i'll be alright...Yeh..ermm...Yep...Yr 9 social coming up! cant WAIT!! hehhee...erm now wat to wear tmr??to the Foust?? ermm..wear very formal..(gown) or..just wear a normal skirt..i mean wad to do rite?? Miss Gay said the guys wear tux?? and ladies sometimes wear erm..cocktail dresses??haiz..dunno...i'll think abt it

thats all for now! i'll try to blog as often as i can...ok?
XOXOXOXO
deL

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2004-08-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

Well Hip hip HOORAY!! mY jap Girl is Here TO STAY!! her name is asai and she is very very cute!!!! so sweet and she gave me lots and lots of pressies!! :P and she and i are gonna exchange prikura ( lovegetty) :P Hahhaa and she taught me a song last night its called can you keep a secret by UTADA HIKARU!! OMG heres goes

chikazukitai yo kimi no risou
niotonashiku narenai
Can You Keep a Secret?

* Hit it off like thisHit if off like this, oh baby (x4)
(i like it, i like it )

koko kara zutto okutteru angou
wokimi wa mada kaidoku dekitenaicome ontsutaeyou
yameyoukonomama kakusounigekirenakunaru
madeshinjiyou dame da yomada utagaesou da mono

# chikazukitai yo kimi no risou
niotonashiku narenai
Can You Keep a Secret?

kanashikunai yo kimi ga iru
kara
Can You Keep a Secret?Can You Keep a Secret?

chikazukenai yo kimi no risou
nisugu ni wa kawarenai Can You Keep a Secret?

kanashikunaru to kimi wo yobu kara
Can You Keep a Secret?
Or konomama Secret?* repeat
soba ni itemo
toomawashi na hyougen
sagashiterumeikyuu irisasetakunainara
Won't you come on yeah
kasuka na monootoottekuru Movin' Shadow
furikirenakunaru kagesukoshi no
bouken tokizutsuku yuuki mo aru desho
# repeat
ato ni wa modorenai
Can You Keep a Secret?
oshaberi janai to shoumei shite yo
Can You Keep a Secret? Or konomama Secret?

ima made zutto
himitsu ni shitetadare
nimo iwanaide Can You Keep a Secret?
kanashikunai yo
kimi ga iru kara
Can You Keep a Secret?
Can You Keep a Secret?
kizutsukenai to yakusoku
shitemodare nimo wakaranai
Can You Keep a Secret?
kanashikunai yo
kimi ga iru kara
Can You Keep a Secret?
Or konomama Secret?
lalalalalalala....can you keep a secret?(repeat)

its a bit stuffed...oh well dunno which goes where cos it was all jumbled together
catcha all later

2004-08-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

well today...is a bit screwed up cos my plans to meet ton at FCC were kinda messed up...and im gonna break my promise so thats a bummer...and i cant go there early cos i got to rely on someone to get me there..and i may not be able to go there that early..and everyone is going to be angry and stuff and yeah...so stoopid and then now tony is going to get angry because i mucked up this whole day and stuff...what da hell is wrong with me???i seem to be making my friends pissed and mad at me...and that leads to everyone hating me right?? so sick and tired of this bloody life...

on thursday...we had music last period and we had a music composition due..but i only knew it that day... well when i left for singapore about 4 weeks ago...i had to miss half the day and that meant i missed music that day...when i came back to school and stuff, i asked andrea what we did for class music but i suppose she probably didnt hear me properly or hadnt understood what i said so maybe thats why she said i dunno...
anyway for music that day..i told miss Gay that i didnt do it...and she asked me why..so i told her i missed 2 lessons. so she asked me whether i asked anyone so i said yeh i asked andrea but then she asked what did andrea say so i said she said dunno...then she said get andrea here and i was like ok?? but wad for? anyway andrea came and miss gay told her she was in big trouble...but then later i told miss gay its not andreas fault...because she might not have remembered or maybe even understood what i said so i told miss gay its my fault and andrea isnt to blame and she said ok...but then i knew that andrea was really angry at me...and i couldt understand why ...because she thought i just wanted to get her into trouble but thats not my intention...i didnt mean for her to get into trouble but she didnt cos i told miss gay it wasnt her fault and miss gay wasnt angry at her so thats ok..so now im really messed up...i cant compose a single bloody bar...right now ive worked out my chords and my bloody beats in the bar are all wrong...how stooopid can i geT? i mean true i used to learn music..but ive since stopped..and now im damn crap at it...

friday...we had PE and i think i made almost everyone angry again and this time i think andrea is still mad at me...but anyways i told the group that i was able to go to syaz's party and then i dunno but maybe she didnt mean to smile but andrea smiled and said"i thought your mum said u cannot go?" and i replied" she said i could" but then i was quite puzzled at why she smiled...probably my own fault for thinking it that way but i asked mea and esthie why on earth would anyone smile when saying a thing like that? and then amelia said dunno and said maybe she doesnt want u to go? then i was like cannot be wad..but maybe...sigh then when i was walking up to tute with esther i asked her..and she said nah maybe she was just happy after sport and stuff and she didnt mean to smile and she said but syaz invited you so you must come! and then erika said the same so yep... i guess i was being a bit silly..cos i was moody that day

so, sorry andrea.... :( sorry for being mean to you..i didnt mean to... * sniff sniff sob sob...*

asai came to stay today and yeah we all met her in FCC!! and YAY i didnt make tony angry cos he was later than me!! MuaHHAhaha anyways i gtg now..hafta show asai around my house!
catcha all next time!!

2004-05-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

This is a song which i wrote for Mea and RixMy Romeo...
Finding Nemo
Just standing here waiting for you to find me...
Looking left, looking right...Forward, back, round and round
Hoping to see you...
I'm waiting for you

{chorus}

Where are you now my Romeo?
I've been waiting so long...
like Juliet trapped in verona singing this song...
Where are you now my Romeo?
You know i'm singing to youCan you hear me?
Can you hear me?

I'm here swimming round and round
looking for you...
In this vast ocean blue
Just looking for you....
where are you?

[chorus]

I'm gonna find you Nemo!
Under the deep ocean blue
Over the mountains, under the seas...
through the clouds
Gonna fly to you...
I'm finding you...
i'm finding you

i've been waiting so long...
i need youCome find me,my Romeo

{chorus}

I find myself completely lost
Where are you?

I need you & i'm gonna find you my Nemo

[chorus]

Come find me...Or i'll find you...

end

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A run DowNnn!!!

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